Moments in my life that makes me who I am today..

*When I was 9, I was molested by the family friend.
((Thas the reason why I am so careful wihd ppl i meet...Like im cool and open...but I dont trust people easily...than again...it just made me look at guys differently))

*When I was little...I hit a corner of a wooden bed and put a hole in my head.
((Tha just made even crazier..cz at the moment i cried...i think back on iht..nd say ive done crazier...nd still can.....))

*When I was in the 4th grade my father walked out on me and my brother crying on the stairs for him to stay.
((Honeslty..after that I never really took anything serious but DANCE...hes in my life..but I dont believe everything i hear...I now think 90% of grown ups are liars...nd dont care about teenagers))

*When I was in the 6th grade I had my first fight.
((After that I became bad..I was the daughter from hell..there wasnt nothing i didnt do((but have sex and drink))...i nver did tha...but i did everything else...

*When I was 14 I thought I was grown and was sneaking out the house smoking with older guys..sleeping over there houses...staying out laet...having brothers fight over me.
((I look back on that...and shake ma head in shame...i knew better than tha...but i whas being hott and fast...thought i whas cute lien..thas wehn i whas doin things of the devil..lol....I am of the lord now. I dont sin((lies...))...lol

*When I was 15 I moved in with my father because my mother didnt want me.
((THAT WHAS THE WORST!!,it whas ckoo at first but then wehn ppl started lien on me...nd his wife didnt like me ....i felt uncomfortable..i cried to come back home...i cried and said i'd change...i wont be the same..ill never come back to this man!!....ever since then..i am changed...nd till this day i wouldnt dare ask to live wihd him!!

*When I was 15 I lost my virginty.
((The wrong thing i could ever do. I wish i could take iht back...but hey this what i say{{NEVER REGRET SUMTHIN CZ AT THAT TIME UY WANTED IHT}}...its not tru thou...cz wehn i let iht happen..i didnt want iht...ppl say thas rape...but i never said no...then again i think back i did say stop...i almost cried atualli...its tha considered rape??))

*During my sophomore year, I BECAME A CHEERLEADER..and my friend that was a bahd influence on me...i stopped talkin to her and stayed wiht the cheerleaders..nd she became jealous..
((Tha was crazy...one of the cheerleaders had a boyfriend she liked...she kissed him and everything....i told my friend..im tellin his girl..cz thas wrong he shuda never kissed uy back...uy both are wrong....thas became a huge drama.....girls wanted to fight...fight eachother...fight me!!!....mehn...thas y i HATE girls now!!))

*((THERES OTHER CRAZY THINGS THA HAPPENED IN MY LIFE...TO EXPLICIT TO SAY...TO PRIVATE...IF UY FEEL UYR READY 4 THA...COMMENT ND LEMME KNOW...I'LL PUT IHT UP!!!))



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